The Ugly Side of Reality.

A fresh breath of air.

2012-02-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so alive.

2011-12-05T21:03:00.004+08:00

Probably the biggest thing that will happen in December - Clique Chalet.

The last month.

2011-12-01T13:21:00.007+08:00

Good bye November, Hello December.

I must say, November was quite a challenging month? Os ended on the 14th and there is the ever popular "job-hunt frenzy". I guess the biggest thing that is gonna happen in November would be the Clique chalet. It's gonna be (hopefully) an awesome chalet with all my Clique mates!

While everyone was busy planning what to wear for prom, here I am sitting at home, clearing up all the administrative stuff for the chalet. I must say, I'm pretty proud of the planning of activities. Hurhur.

As usual, to kill boredom, I stumbled upon past entries of those random notes that your friends will tag you in to complete. So, I'm gonna do one now!

p/s My iTunes contains approximately 97% Korean, 2% Japanese and 1% English songs.

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RULES:
1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
~~4. Tag at least 10 friends (make me #11 so I can see your results).~~
~~5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.~~
6. Have Fun!

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

- "어느새 우린 (Good Friends)" - Super Junior

2) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

- "Without You (Explorer Mix)" - 2PM

3) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

- "Wanna B" - Block B

4) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

- "Baby Baby" - BIGBANG

5) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

- "My Girl" - BIGBANG (Taeyang's Solo)

6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

- "SuperB" - Wonder Girls

7) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?>

- "Chitty Chitty Bang Bang" - Lee Hyori

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

- "I Am The Best" - 2NE1

9) WHAT IS 2 + 2?

- "I'm Sorry" - B2ST/BEAST

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR EX/CURRENT BF?

- "How Dare You" - Sistar

11) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- "The Fact" - B2ST/BEAST

12) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

- "Me, in" - Wonder Girls

13) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

- "Remember" - BIGBANG

14) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

- "Haru Haru (Acoustic Version) - BIGBANG

15) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

- "비밀 (Secret)" - IU

16) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

- "동화 (My Child)" - Girls' Generation (SNSD)

17) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

- "You're My +" - MBLAQ

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

- "Sixth Sense" - Brown Eyed Girls

19) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW

- "Outro (In My World)" - Seungri

20) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

- "Y (JR Groove Remix)" - MBLAQ

21) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- "어리지 않아 (Remix)" - U-KISS

Nolza!

2011-11-27T14:37:00.008+08:00

It's only been 13 days since the end of the GCE 'O' Levels, yet it feels like a month.

Nothing really happened within these 13 days, other than some shopping, hanging out with friends, job-hunting and staying at home... downloading all the past episodes of "Running Man."

I have no idea what to blog about. Everyone seems to be having more fun than me. #foreverlifeless

Was that even a word? Chh.

1) Singing with the usual peeps

2) K-Box Student Card

3) A 'date' with Artiqah

4) Starbucks Card

5) Another 'date' with Artiqah

6) JOB!

Oh, I remember now. A day after or a week after the final paper, We (Arantxa, Darren, Pohyi and I) went down to Marina Square for K-Box. Applied for the student card and *poof* $10 was gone. All the random singing and eventually, Darren and his epic demands for "Ring Ding Dong." The rest, is history. LOL.

It was supposed to be a fun day out, but I just had to go hunt down HMV at Marina Square to look for a job. I literally dragged everyone from Marina Square to Somerset and eventually Harbourfront. (More about this later on)

So, when we arrived at Somerset, I led the way up to HMV. Obviously the person whom I asked was a little cranky, I think. Decided to head down a floor to Uniqlo. After some consideration by everyone, we proceeded down to VivoCity just to ask for a form to fill up as the girls wanted to work part-time and Vivo was only hiring part-timers along with full-timers. Blah blah blah, nothing was signed and we just went back home.

I assumed it was a few days later on? On a Friday. We met at Sembawang MRT and took a train down to Somerset. I wanted to buy something from HMV and get 2 basic tops Uniqlo. Artiqah had to follow me. Hahaha! Accompanied her for her application at Starbucks and we went shopping for my stuff! Hohoho! >:)

Had Long John Silvers with her when the store started playing a Christian song. I wasn't paying much attention until the chorus part caught my attention. It was a song that I pretty much liked when I was in church, either I first heard it at BASIC @ARPC or with Mr Tan @ New Creation. Either way, I started to google it and eventually found the title.

Casting Crowns - "Who Am I"

Soon after, we headed to TTSH @ Novena for Artiqah's second application for Starbucks. I also decided to get my Starbucks card! I finally managed to treat myself a Caramel Frappe (I'm lazy to find the 'e' with an apostrophe) as a reward for the end of Os.

We then headed to Square 2 just to find the snack that I have been craving for since the last visit to Marina Square. (I forgot to buy it)

I've been spending the rest of my life at home, downloading epsiodes of Running Man.

I finally got to leave the house again yesterday! This time, to go back to my previous employer for a job again! Well , I was successful in getting the job as a cashier again due to my previous working stint last year. Hohoho. This time round, Artiqah and Liliana will be my working partners! (:

Gonna be starting work on 13th December while Artiqah will start on 1st December and Liliana will join me starting 13th December.

This ice-cream is delicious! Mad awesome!

Decided to kaypo my way into dinner with Aaron Josef, Irsyad and Liliana. One-for-one mcnuggets! Awesome shit! Before that, I helped to fold the little booklets for Prom. Though I'm not going, I did contribute some how or rather. And I'm in the photo montage. Hohoho!

So, I basically ate 23 nuggets (11 from lunch earlier on with Artiqah) along with 4 packs of curry sauce and a pack of sweet and sour sauce in less than 6 hours. #unhealthy

And I saw someone! It's been quite some time since I last saw that person. I wonder how he's doing now. Anyway, that individual is gonna be forever stuck in the past. #moveon

Happened to see Evelyn, Danial and Briano. Other than Briano denying my existence on this planet. Tsk

Anyway, the clique chalet is happening really really soon! Oh yeah! I can't wait! 3D2N with all my awesome peeps that I've known since Secondary 1! I must say, even with all the changes in the clique, we are still pretty awesome in ensuring that we go out at least once during the holidays!

Finally a clique chalet is happening!

I have a rough idea on what to buy with my first pay. After all the giving of money to the respective adults, I'm so gonna buy another jacket from Uniqlo and 2NE1's "NOLZA" concert CD. Hell yeah!

Anyways, I'm random and I'm waiting for Tong Xin Yuan to start again. So, I'll like to list down who I like in the K-Pop universe. Not that anyone cares but....

Big Bang

Taeyang, Seungri

2NE1

2PM

Junsu, Wooyouung, Nichkhun

Wonder Girls

YeEun, Yubin

Girls' Generation (SNSD)

Sooyoung

B1A4

Baro

U-KISS

Hoon, AJ

SHINee

Onew

KARA

Gyuri

f(x)

Amber

After School

Nana, Bekah (former)

There's No Tomorrow.

2011-11-07T17:04:00.007+08:00

5N1'11

(With the addition and missing of some students)

So... How's life going for everyone? It's been close to a month since I've last updated this blog.

I still can't believe that blogging was a daily affair back in 2008, where it was a very 'in' thing.

Everyone will be tagging in each other's tagboard asking them to link them up. Do you remember those days?

So, from 8th October onward, it was a make-or-break period. Os were approaching starting 20th October with the Science Practical and 24th October being the start of the actual papers. As usual, English Paper 1 and 2 started the ball rolling.

I'm gonna carry on my habit of randomly inserting pictures into parts of the post.

Let's start on something more 'happy' or sad.

Graduation Day was on 13th October. Let's just say that the majority of friends in entire row that I was sitting in, teared up pretty bad. Especially during the video messages that our teachers prepared. But there was something seriously lacking. Where on Earth are all the Sec 5s pictures?! The photo montage basically had the entire cohort of Sec 1 of 2007.

Anyways, since it was Graduation Day, it was a perfect reason for taking photos with friends/classmates and teachers. It was actually a day which made me realise that I've spent 5 years in Canberra Sec. Pretty emotional. All the ups and downs of school life, the awesome friendships being forged not to mention all the drama in between.

I would pretty much say that I simply had no idea what I was writing for Section One of Paper 1. I spent a huge bulk of my 45mins/section on describing the story and basically bombarded quite a number of 'complicated' phrases in an attempt to boost my language marks. Paper 2 was more of a 50-50 decision. It was either I had written down the answer only to find myself reflecting once again whether I had the right answer.

Mathematics was rather manageable. It felt easier compared to last year's paper. Either it was easier or it was because I have improved on my Math. Either way, I'm not aiming for an A since its impossible. Neither a B. It would be good if I could get a C5.

But I bet the bell curve will 1) make me fail or 2) Give me a C6.

Small collection of YG Family Cards.

Chemistry was the very next paper. Quite a few careless mistakes. I wrote 'Methanoic Acid' instead of 'Ethanoic Acid' and 'Delivery Tube' for the measurement of a water-soluble gas... My goodness.

Geography was rather fine. I actually managed to attempt the Natural Vegetation question. Pretty impressed with my work. As usual, I did not have enough time to finish off the paper properly. Gave very brief description for the Development essay question :\

Thanks Sis for the 2NE1 album from your trip to Taiwan!

AND, who was the smart person who was in-charge of setting the timetable for the examinations? Who would put GEOGRAPHY and PHYSICS together?! I mean, History students get ample time to memorise their essays and such. Can't Geography students also be given ample time to revise Geography? Oh well. At least we finished our main Os earlier.

Physics was a killer. I had little hope of passing it and even trying to obtain a B4 for Combined Science. But after a night of reflection and listening to "In Heaven " by JYJ, it kinda lifted my mood and when I checked the suggested answers online, it gave me hope that I might just pass my Physics! (:

JYJ - "In Heaven"

The person that was in-charge of setting the timetable ought to be shot again. SOCIAL STUDIES and FOOD & NUTRITION. Are you serious?!

I studied for Governance, Deterrence and Diplomacy as well as Iraq-Kuwait and Transnational Terrorism. Only D&D came out and I did not even memorise that essay question! Had no choice but to attempt the Globalisation question as I did not study the conflict in Sri Lanka.

I basically felt as if I was doing two Geography questions on Development. I felt proud of my essays okay and even more proud to be a Geography elective student! :D

Food & Nutrition was basically just testing you on Proteins, Vegetarians and Food Spoilage.

There! My GCE 'O' Level Examination 2011 experience.

So, during my examination period, there were a couple of K-Pop releases and J-Pop releases. Gotta love "Tomorrow" by Tablo feat. Taeyang and "Ultra Lover" by 2PM.

I basically liked the song by Tablo due to Taeyang and in the case for 2PM, it was more of liking Junsu. Hahaha!

2PM's Junsu.

I didn't really know when I started liking 2PM. I used to just think of them as another male K-Pop group until their "Hands Up" promotion. I kinda liked Wooyoung's hip thrust movement. LOL. I sound sick. Not to mention their Japanese song "I'm Your Man" was pretty good too.

And then "Ultra Lover" comes around and I really really like Junsu! Ever since then, my bias in 2PM has gotta be Junsu. Hahaha!

Gotta still love YG Family though. I mean, there's BIGBANG, 2NE1, PSY, SE7EN, Tablo and others like Gummy. Quite a few of my favourite idols are there okay. Actually, there's only 3. - Taeyang, CL and Seungri.

Just look at my small collection of YG albums! I'm gonna get more! Just wait and see!

And before I go, here's something for you guys! I just love this classmate of mine. Can't help but irritate him more. Hahahahaha! The yellow chat box is his reply to a mass message of mine to ALL of my classmates. The blue chat box was my reply towards him. I just 'love' him!

Step into the Sixth Sense.

2011-10-08T20:21:00.009+08:00

I'm in love with "Sixth Sense" & "Step." Just a random thought.

It's been about a month since I last blogged. Lazy? Kinda. Busy? Kinda.

Quite a number of things happened. Birthdays, random stuffs and so on.

I guess I'll start off with Teachers' Day '11. It's the last Teachers' Day for me, in Secondary School. I'm super grateful to ~~all~~ most of my teachers. There's bound to be the one or two teachers that you simply stand.

Decided to go all out with the little gifts - chocolates. Nothing can go wrong.

Hershey's chocolates & Toblerone chocolates for them! :D

Wrote small notes on post-its to my beloved teachers and 3 letters to 3 teachers (:

The class of 3EN'09 also made a special gift for Mdm Laila. I also kaypo-ed my way in. Hahahaha! Former A-Math student okay.

Had an impromptu stay-over at Pohyi's place too on 9th September. It was fun! Slept in Korkor's room and I wore a sleeveless top! First time in many many years! :D

I was also the first to wake up the next morning~

Had a little CCA outing on the 10th to Sentosa - Free admission! It was super super breezy. Typhoon winds. Not to mention a couple that made out for a solid 7 minutes. Yes, I timed them.

Headed down to Marina Square for dinner and also for the Korean Mart. Bought $10 worth of snacks! :3

Awesome 'Halloween' Party in the Physics Lab.

17th September - Stay-Over at my place.

Caught "Johnny English Reborn" at GV Yishun before proceeding back to my place for the stay-over. Quite an awesome experience. Movie marathon and mahjong. I KO-ed second. Very nice.

Woke at around 9am the next morning while the rest - Arantxa, Darren and Pohyi woke up at 1pm. Blame the rain which caused my room to be very dark due to the curtains and the awesome air-con. (:

-Jumps to 28th September-

Happy Birthday Darren! :D

Did not have a major celebration. It was a meal at MacDonald's.

It was supposed to be a little celebration of a slice of cake. Turns out, I was also being surprised.

Thanks Clique. :D

Awesome Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf cakes.

-Jumps 3 days ahead-

Happy Birthday to me! :D

Had a celebration with my family and close friends. It was supposed to be a surprised.

Guess I spoiled the surprise.

We also surprised Darren! HAHAHAHA!

Had a nice meal at Aston the day before too. Thank to you ShiMin, Janice and Kamalpreet for the small surprise! :D

I ♥ Taeyang & Seungri!

Thank you to Aaron Josef, Janice, Kamalpreet and Shi Min for the Onew file and the BIGBANG cup! (:

Thank you Arantxa, Darren and Pohyi for coming over to my place for the steamboat. Thank you for the awesome Polariod pictures as well! ♥ CIC!

Thank you Aaron Josef, Arantxa, Artiqah, Darren, Fatimah, Irsyad, Janice, JingEn Joven, Kamalpreet, Pohyi, ShiMin and YewChye for the little birthday notes on the board!

Thank you to the rest who wished me via Facebook, Twitter, Text or Whatsapp (:

3rd of October - the opening of the 5N1'11 Art Gallery.

Markers + pens + posters + imagination = Art Gallery.

Look for yourself, how awesome it is! (as of 8th October 2011)

From right to left : SHINee, Kim Hyun Joong, Justin Bieber, Jay Park, On The Fringe, 4Minute, BEAST, Miley Cyrus, Twilight, CN Blue, Super Junior, Aaron Yan and Girls' Generation.

Been busy recently with all the night classes and school. 'O's are coming and to think of it, Graduation Day is next Thursday! It feels very, i don't know.. Fast.

When I was in Secondary 1 back in 2007, I couldn't wait to be in Upper Sec.

Now that I am in Sec 5, I want to be back in 2007.

Thank you Mrs Yeoh for the Pocky! :3

Lower Secondary students need not worry too much now. It amuses me that lower sec students are mugging to hard now. Seriously? The school will still push you up even if you did not do well. Wait till you're in Upper Sec, Sec4/5. I wish you all the best.

Thank you Irsyad for the Caramel Frappe!

#U-KISS : NEVERLAND.

2011-09-01T13:05:00.002+08:00

I'll kick and scream.

2011-08-12T22:01:00.009+08:00

Once again, a random title that has no relevance to the content.

Where do I begin, oh, National Day Celebration in school.

Three words - Epic. Horror. Boring.

Solo stage by her. "In a heartbeat"

Went to K-Box @ Cineleisure after school and sang our hearts out. Not.

Popped over to Iluma only to be greeted by hundreds of people.

Right.. Couldn't really see them though. Baro :(

So, we decided to go hunting around Iluma. Let's just say we were running around the mall and getting caught by security guards and devising ways of seeing B1A4. It was quite a fun day though.

Surgery or no surgery. I'm going with the former.

Headed down to Jurong Point to have lunch/dinner with mom and aunt.

Din Tai Fung okay! :D

I don't think I can ever work as a waiter or cashier anywhere that requires the usage of mandarin to converse with customers or colleagues. My Chinese is super "awesome" :/

I think I'll die if I were to ever rely on my Chinese to survive.

Kindergarten in a secondary school? It's possible.

Just get a piece of paper and plenty of different coloured pens. (Is it colour or coloured?)

Lessons do get boring once in a while, you gotta admit that.

Do you see me? If you do, please look carefully.

He really does look like me from the side. I'm personally afraid to look him in the eye.

It's weird when someone looks kinda like you. Even Mdm Laila asked if I had a twin back in 3EN.

I'll miss you two! It's been 17 years since I've seen the same picture hung on the walls of school. I'm gonna be seeing a Chinese male and female soon :(

Can I please have S R Nathan for the rest of my life? Hahaha!

I miss them alot! They made my Chinese lesson fun and awesome last year!

Not to mention Sharon too! Haiiii! :D

Come to think of it, I don't think I'd be able to pass my Chinese if it wasn't for Sharon.

I'd say I was improving slowly in my Chinese and eventually managed to get a C6 for it despite failing the subject constantly the past 8/9 years and it's during the 'O' Levels that I passed and not some prelim exam.

SWPY. I miss them all. I wanted to visit the school so badly back in '09.

Stupid riots or protests that happened there. Chh.

I'm hopelessly trying to fill up this post with pictures. Hopefully it'll look colourful :D

Can't leave these people out too! (Minus one OR two people from the picture - I didn't mention who!)

Okay, back to my SS essays. I love you Chapter 6! Ugh

Obviously super bored while having PE on a wet Thursday.

I see my class diary! Hahaha! Thanks Esyadd for the photo!

Kthxbye.

Like epic sh*t?

2011-08-02T20:42:00.004+08:00

Many many things have occurred the past month. Full of drama and fun (I guess).

Hmm, plenty of things happened such as :

1. Completed F&N Coursework Part B

2. Got my G-Shock!

Firstly, F&N is a very tiring subject to deal with especially with the countless lab sessions and not to mention the cooking. I failed miserably for both Part A and B's execution phase. I finished late and my muffins were horrendous respectively. Let's leave it at that shall we. Haha!

And, I've finally gone to church after 3 months of not attending *hallelujah*

No idea what compelled me to attend in the first place. But I also did finally get a yellow G-Shock! I LOVE it.

So.. there's also a mock exam currently going on. I can't wait to get done with it on Thursday. :D

NDP celebration next week. "Majulah Singapura".

I'm also saving up money SLOWLY. My little tin is gonna get filled up soon! Let it be heavy!

Oh ya, and thanks for the m&ms'! :D

Time to get back to Geography :O

May the natural vegetation in the world bless me with knowledge and to all countries, bless me with knowledge about development. (:

Courses!

2011-07-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

N72 - Tourism and Resort Management

N40 - Hotel and Leisure Facilities Management

S55 - Tourism and Resort Management

S95 - Hotel and Leisure Facilities Management

C67 - Hospitality and Tourism Management

T08 - Hospitality and Tourism Management

R37 - Hotel and Hospitality Management

Direct Poly Admission.

2011-07-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

DPA is starting this Friday!

Gonna give it a try and hopefully, I'll be selected for the course that I want.

Then, I've got to work really really hard to meet the COP!

And to my delight, I found out today that my CCA grade got pushes up from a B3 to an A2! :D

I get to deduct two points off!

Hopefully I can have a good write-up for my application! (:

Good luck to those who are also applying for DPA'11!

p/s I still have the Onew file! And it's still in absolutely perfect condition! :D

HI-5!

2011-07-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

1st July.

2011-07-01T20:12:00.003+08:00

"I smash my guitar back and forth coz I was born this way on a friday, friday"

It's the first of July today. Hell yeah. In a blink of an eye, 6 months have already passed.

Ever so close to those examinations.

Besides literally being in a military camp, conditions better than North Korea,

school is becoming much stricter + more homework. I don't mind homework but it just keeps coming.

Just a few more months, bear with it and seek help from teachers! I ♥ my teachers!

So, North Canberra decided to have a celebration for its citizens today! :D

I simply love the performance put up by the Sec 1 cohort. 3 words.

Hilarious. Wet. Awesome.

As for the Sec 4/5 cohort, aww~

Super touching! Thanks teachers!

Okay, I'm off to do my Physics notes and homework. They're piling up :/

DPA!!

Hey!

2011-06-24T12:43:00.005+08:00

I think I'm seriously bored to keep doing such things.

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1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?

Yeah. I guess so. No one ever reads my blog anyways (:

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?

Tan. It's my last name in the first place.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?

Kinda. Running Man Ep 42!

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?

Yesterday. With who...er Pohyi?

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?

Ice-cream! Thanks YewChye! :D

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?

Complaining on Twitter to get things off my mind.

7. What are you excited for?

Waiting for the time where we can finally be like how we were in the past.

8. What were you doing yesterday?

Singing + Celebrating Yew Chye's birthday.

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?

Darren Sim bah. Jokingly only. LOL

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?

Yakult.

11. Have a best friend?

Yeah.

12. Are you scared to fall in love?

Kinda. It's scary okay.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?

Sure, but if there are any problems, they would just crumble due to their unhappiness and their studies in turn get affected.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?

You. Different person from #7.

15. What time is it right this second?

1.36PM on a humid and sunny Friday afternoon in Sembawang (:

16. What do you want right now?

Text you or call you or even go swimming!

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?

Arantxa, Darren, PohYi and YewChye.

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?

Single.

19. When was the last time you cried?

When I was yawning yesterday or the day before?

20.Father or mother?

Both.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?

Not really. I have different levels of trust depending on the individual. Naturally those who I'm closer with, I would more trust in them.

22. How fast does your mind change

*snap* Done. Where were we?

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.

Hell yeah! Ah Pa.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?

Kinda.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?

Assholes.

26. Tell me what's on your mind?

Ah Pa, swimming + talking?

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?

Revision, revision, revision!

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?

Yeah.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?

Yesterday. And it's friends. (:

30. When is your next road trip?

Not anytime soon.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to

Yeah.

32. How's your heart?

Beating perfectly and still keeping me alive (:

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?

Yeah. During those 3 months.

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?

Nah.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?

Continue downloading Running Man and eventually watch Ep 42!

36. When will your next kiss take place?

How would I know?

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?

Nope. -Shouts to CIC- "I LOVE YOU!"

38. Who do you not get along with?

Those who are not happy with me?

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?

"Nat" -____-

40. What are you wearing right now?

Black SP shirt?

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?

Nope.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?

I never had grilled cheese in my life. FML.

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?

Male : Theodore

Female : -

44. How did you feel when you woke up?

"Oh man, I wanna sleep! Can it be 6AM now and not 10AM?"

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?

Yes! It'll make my day!

46. Do you crack your knuckles and back?

Only knuckles. Oops, I just cracked my knuckles. Hehehe.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?

Showering after coming back from celebrating Yew Chye's birthday!

48. What are your LEGAL initials?

NTJW

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?

Benjin.

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?

Can't remember.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?

Kinda.

52. Last awkward moment?

Not really sure. I kinda forgot man.

53. Are you afraid of the dark?

Nope. Just don't tell me any horror stories in the afternoon.

54. Do you have good vision?

PERFECT vision.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?

Nope. I'm good in that way.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?

Yep,

57. Are you Irish?

ASIAN.

58. Do you use chopsticks?

Yes.

59. Do you have any scars

Yup.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?

I don't really think there's anyone.. Maybe in the future?

61. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?

Yes. Of course!

62. Name the last person to text you?

Yew Chye! Unless someone texted me after him as my phone died on me while I was sleeping like a pig.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?

Nope. Too old sia!

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?

Nope. My hair is in a mess.

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?

By default, my left.

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?

Yes. I have a low tolerance level for humour.

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?

Wake up thinking "I'm getting married!"

68. Do you fall for people easily?

Nope.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?

Yes.

70.Do you miss the way things used to be?

Hell yeah!

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

Once in a while.

72. Songs you're thinking of right now?

"Shampoo" - After School

73. Want someone back in your life?

Yes.

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?

Hopefully.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?

Black.

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?

Nope. Does "Happy Birthday" count? Cause in 2010, the whole school canteen sang that! Hehe!

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?

Quite a lot. Like stop being an ass and tell me the truth.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?

Nope.

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?

Naturally amused by small things.

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?

Not sure.

92 truths.

2011-06-20T22:13:00.002+08:00

NAME: Nathanael Tan

AGE: 16+

BIRTHDATE: 1st October

- Got this off Facebook once again, so here goes (:

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WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = Water

2. last phone call = Darren Sim.

3. last text message = Kamalpreet.

4. last song you listened to = 'HOT' - 2PM

5. last time you cried = 2010.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Nope.

7. been cheated on = Nope.

8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nope.

9. lost someone special = Yup.

10. been depressed = Yep

11. been drunk and threw up = No.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Orange

13. Yellow

14. Black

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yep.

16. Fallen out of love = Nope.

17. Laughed until you cried = Duh!

18. Met someone who changed you = Hell yeah!

19. Found out who your true friends were = Kinda

20. Found out someone was talking about you = Guess so. Fuck them lah. Hahaha!

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Nope.

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Every single 437 one of them.

24. Do you have any pets = Nope. Does Polar the Polar Bear count? (:

25. Do you want to change your name = Kinda.. Change it from Nathanael to Nathaniel. Haha!

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Celebrating in class with friends and during night class with friends and family.

27. What time did you wake up today = 7.09am.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Watching Masterchef or Talkshow with Spike Feresten

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = My birthday / The day we finally go back to normal.

30. Last time you saw your mother = 5 minutes ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = To be even more considerate and manage what I say and how I act.

32. What are you listening to right now = 'HOT' by 2PM. It's on repeat on iTunes! Nichkhun & Junho! :D

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = Nope.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = 'O' levels and my runny nose!

35. Most visited webpage = Facebook, Twitter, Hotmail, Xinmsn, OMG-Facts, Runescape, Gagadaily, Allkpop.

37. Nickname: Nat.

38. Relationship Status = Single.

39. Zodiac sign = Libra, the only non-living zodiac sign :(

40. He or She = He

41. Elementary = Anderson Primary School! :D Once an Andersonian, forever an Andersonian!

42. High School = Canberra Secondary School

43. College= Nil.

45. Long or short = Short!

46. Height = 172cm. I thought I was tall, turns out I'm quite short.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?= Nope.

49. Piercings = My eyes! My piercing eyes!

50. Tattoos = Nope. Does a birthmark count? It's permanent okay!

51. Righty or lefty= Right

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= Nope

53. First piercing= Nope.

54. First best friend: Primary school.

55. First sport you joined = Athletics. Believe it or not.

56. First vacation = Bangkok, Thailand

58. First pair of trainers = Nike for shoes.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = Nope.

60. Drinking = Nope. About to though..

61. I'm about to = Do more MOLE questions. 6x10^22

62. Listening to = 2PM.

63. Waiting for = this to be done and charge my phone.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yeah. (:

65. Get Married? = yeah :D

66. Career? = Yup. Hello, you sponsor me for the rest of my life?

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs!!!!!

69. Shorter or taller = Same height?

70. Older or Younger = Older + Younger. Depend son the situation.

71. Romantic or Spontaneous = Romantic.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both!

73. Sensitive or loud = Both..

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship .

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Neither. Period.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = Nope.

77. Drank hard liquor = Nope.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Perfect vision! :D

79. Sex on first date = I'm still a virign. I'm innocent okay!

80. Broke someone's heart = Only God knows and the person knows.

81. Had your own heart broken = Kinda. More like depression.

82. Been arrested = Nope. I'm a good kid!

83. Turned someone down = Yep. Who doesn't

84. Cried when someone died = Not that I can think of.

85. Fallen for a friend = Nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes.

87. Miracles = Yes.

88. Love at first sight = Yes.

89. Heaven = Yes.

90. Santa Claus = Nope. Pervert!

91. Kiss on the first date = Nope!

92. Angels = No.

2011-06-10T13:23:00.004+08:00

Saw this on Facebook and I'll do it since I'm bored.
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U-Kiss - Hoon, AJ,
DBSK - Yunho
ZE:A -
INFINITE -
2PM -Nichkhun
2AM - Jinwoon, Jo Kwon
BEAST - Ki Kwang, Doojoon
4Minute - Jiyoon
BIGBANG - Taeyang, Seungri
Choshinsei/Superova -
CNBLUE - Minhyuk
FT Island -
MBLAQ -
SS501 - Park Jung Min
F(x) - Amber, Victoria
F.Cuz -
SNSD - Sooyoung, Yuri
Miss A -
2NE1 - CL, Park Bom
Brown Eyed Girls - Narsha, Ga-In
H.O.T -
Shinhwa -
Wonder Girls - YuBin
After School - Kahi, Nana, Bekah, UEE
Rainbow -
T-ara - Eunjung, Hyomin
Teen Top -
Super Junior - Kyuhyun
SHINee - Onew
Block B -
Sechs Kies -
Baby VOX -
Jewelry -
Kara - Goo Hara
B1A4 - Baro, Jinyoung
g.o.d. -
The Trax -
S.E.S -

Favorite boy group/s?

BIGBANG, B1A4, BEAST/B2ST

~ Favorite girl group/s?

After School, Girls' Generation, f(x), 2NE1

Favorite pairings from the stated groups, or any other Kpop artist/s?

Favorite solo artist/s?

Taeyang, Seungri, G.NA

Favorite songs right now?

"Shampoo" - After School

"Let's Step Up" - After School

"O.K" - B1A4

"Pinocchio"- f(x)

First kpop song ever?

"Nobody" - Wonder Girls

First kpop music video ever?

"Nobody" - Wonder Girls

First kpop love (group/solo)?

SHINee

First variety show?

Star Golden Bell

Any dance you can do (from a MV)

"Abracadabra" - Brown Eyed Girls

"Tell Me Your Wish" - Girls' Generation

"Pinocchio" - f(x)

A song you always/usually listen to EVERY day?

"Shampoo" - After School

Your favorite music video? (Currently)

"Let's Step Up" - After School

Any of your friends into kpop?

Many

Which group/artists can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into Kpop?

BIGBANG, 2NE1, Girls' Generation

K-Pop 30 Day Challenge.

2011-05-14T11:12:00.026+08:00

K-Pop 30 day Challenge.

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group : BIG BANG

Day 2: Your favorite k-pop girl group : Girls' Generation (SNSD)

Day 3: Your ultimate k-pop guy bias : Taeyang

Day 4: Your ultimate k-pop girl bias : Sooyoung

Day 5: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite guy group : 'TONIGHT'

Day 6: Your favorite k-pop song from your favorite girl group : Genie (소원을말해봐)

Day 7: A k-pop song that makes you cry : "O33O"

Day 8: A k-pop song you know all the words to : 왜 이러니 (Why Are You Being Like This)

Day 9: Your favorite k-pop performance : "Tell Me/Lies" - Wonder Girls x BIGBANG

Day 10: A k-pop dance you’d like to learn : "Tell Me"

Day 11: Your favorite k-pop music video :

Day 12: The very first k-pop song you’ve ever heard : "Nobody" - Wonder Girls

Day 13 (26/5) : A k-pop group you dislike and why : Basically every group I don't listen to.

Day 14 (27/5) : A k-pop song that makes you smile : "Pinocchio" - f(x)

Day 15 (28/5) : A k-pop song that reminds you of someone you miss : "Prayer" - Taeyang

Day 16 (29/5) : Your favorite k-pop lyric (and a translation) : "니까짓게 (How Dare You)" - SISTAR

아무렇지 않은 척해보려 애를 써봐도

내 친구들은 눈치 채고 나를 달래네

어쩌면 좋아 나는 정말 너만 좋아했던

시간을 놓아버리고 싶어 I don’t cry-cry

I don’t wanna think about the past we had together
But the memories keep coming back into my head
Oh what should I do
I keep thinking about you all day
I just want to forget about them now
Painful times and good bye
I don’t cry cry

Day 17 (30/5) : A k-pop idol you wish was your older sibling : Taeyang/Onew/Baro/Amber/Sooyoung/Seungri/CL/Hoon

Day 18 (31/5): A k-pop idol you wish was your younger sibling : None. Haha.

Day 19 (1/6) : Your favorite interview of a k-pop idol or group :

Day 20 (2/6) : Your favorite picture of your guy k-pop bias

Day 21 (3/6): Your favorite picture of your girl k-pop bias

Day 22 (4/6) : Your favorite picture of your favorite k-pop group

Day 23 (5/6) : A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is underrated : Bekah (After School)

Day 24 (6/6) : A picture of a k-pop idol who you think is overrated

Day 25 (7/6) : Your favorite k-pop music video : "Let's Step Up" - After School

Day 26 (8/6) : Your favorite cover of a k-pop song by another k-pop artist

Day 27 (9/6) : Your favorite dance battle

*I'll rush the remaining three days.

Day 28 (10/6) : Your favorite cover of an American song by a k-pop artist : None.

Day 29 (10/6) : A k-pop song you never get tired of: "Pinocchio", "Shampoo", "O.K", "Tell Me Your Wish(Genie)", "Why Are You Being Like This", "0330"

Day 30 (10/6) : A k-pop idol that has amazing eye smiles : Taeyang

It has not been an easy ride.

2011-05-06T20:27:00.002+08:00

Prelim 1 has started and I'm almost halfway done with this examination.

Today was the Geography and Chemistry + Physics MCQ paper.
Well, I can say that I flunked both papers today. Not a good day.
Got forced into doing Natural Vegetation and Development.
Didn't study much on both chapters. I'm dead eh.

Did I mention that I'm prepared to fail E Maths as well?
Whatever that happened since two months ago did not help as well.

I feel so...
Hopefully we'll get to have a proper sit down conversation o sort things out.
I have an idea about what I did that might have caused this.
I just request for one opportunity to talk things out with you.

Maybe it's wishful thinking on my part.
But I want us to maintain contact in the future.
I still remember that you said this

"Next time, won't talk to each other already."

I replied

"Will lah, I make sure that I talk to you more often."

I'm still trying..

Judas.

2011-05-01T20:56:00.005+08:00

"I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby"

Judas.

2011-05-01T20:56:00.001+08:00

이것만은 알고 가

2011-04-16T17:40:00.002+08:00

Slowly but surely moving on.

Can you please tell me why?

2011-03-26T22:23:00.005+08:00

Can you just please tell me why?
Did i do something towards you?
I do not know what I did towards you.

I couldn't have accused you of anything since i'm especially particular
about what I say about you.
I don't believe that i said anything about you too as i am careful about my words
when the subject is about you.
I am especially careful about my words when I ak around those that are not close to me.
I did not want the previous incident to happen again.

I do not know if you are also avoiding me or not.
I cannot seem to find any reason why you would want to avoid me.
Did I do something wrong?

I know you are busy with all your necessary school work.
Marking, looking after your cohort, attending meetings etc.
But you could have maybe, just maybe replied to any single message?

I am sorry about that Sunday.
I was late twice in a row and you were angry.

During service, you said that I was quiet today.
I was truely wanting to tell you that I was guilty of being late once again.
I wanted to talk to you during the entire time other than about school work.
There seemed to be nothing for me to start a conversation with.

Instead of telling you that i did not know what to talk about because i was guilty,
I told that it wasn't I who was quiet but you.
After service, you asked me how was the service. To which i could only reply it was okay.

I wasn't paying attention at all during the service as I was constantly
thinking of what to say to you after service. I kept thinking and I regretted that i did not just open my mouth.
I was still feeling guilyy as i was late again for the second week in a row.

After I got home, i immediately texted you to apologize for my behaviour.
From then on, I have texted you countless of times but you did not reply.
It was for a long period of time where thoughts ran through my mind.

Are you angry at me?
Are you avoiding me?
Did i offend you again?
And much more.

I was on the verge of breaking down and needed to seek comfort in someone, share my thoughts and concern.
I resorted to confiding in Arantxa, Darren and Pohyi.
You can ask them, I keep telling them the problems that I have faced.

I dont have the courage to face you in school and ask you what was wrong.
I was afraid that I would be rejected in the staff room or in front of other students.
I confided in my close friends.

I tried avoiding you as I did not know how to react when I saw you.
Calling you Ah Pa or by formality. I did not know whether to wave, smile or laugh.
I did not know how to ask you a question after the long period of not communicating with one another.

In school on Friday, i saw you at the COSMIX. We saw each other in the eye and I immediately looked down.
I did not know how to react as i felt that it would be awkward.
I wanted to speak to you so badly but I did not have the courage to open my mouth.

My heart is crying as I am typing this.
I tried callibg you on your phone but you did not reply.
I sent you messages on MSN but I did not receive any reply.

I want to speak and clarify things with you face to face in school.
So I'm begging you, please speak to me.
I am not able to control all my emotions by myself.

You are quite special to me. I want our relationship to be the same as last year.
I feel that we are drifting apart.

You said that we would most probably not keep in contact with one another in the future.
I want to prove to you that our relationship will not fade away.
I keep trying my best to establish contact with you but i'm not sure if you are accepting it.

I remember nearly crying in your car to which you told me not to.
I asked if you cared about me recently to which you said yes.
I took comfort in those words. It made me happy and feeling good.

After all that has happened after that Sunday, I am not feeling good and I miss you.
You keep refusing to pick up my call, reply my mesages or MSN messages.
Did i do something that made you avoid me completely?

Please talk to me Pa.
I fear that i'll become an emotional wreck before my prelims and Os
if this problem persist.

Please. Just tell me why.

I've mustered up the courage to want to talk to you in school but you claimed you were busy.
You were obviously angry at me and did not want to talk to me.
To just walk away without looking at me in the eyes and saying that you were busy was painful.

I told myself that hopefully with time, we can both be able to talk face-to-face finally.
I hope that it will come soon and i shall use this rejection as a form of motivation for my studies.
I will do my best to fufil the minimum of a B4 target for my combined science that you have set for me.

I have already sent you a text message regarding this issue and I dont think thag you would even look at it.
I would assume that you would just delete it when you see my name as the sender.
Or maybe you have already deleted my contact off from your phone.

I do not know the exact reason what I did to make you angry and disappointed in me.
Or maybe even hate and despise me.

Hopefully, our relationship will return back to normal after this period of time of not communicating with one another.
I do sincerly hope that you would forgive me for anything that I have done.
Finally, thank you for all the awesome memories that we had the past year.
If we do not speak to one another in the future, just know that I can never forget those
memories and no one an replace you in my life.

Thank you for bringing me to church and become a little more matured in my Christianity life.
Thank you for all the awesome memories and memorable time that we have spent together.

I look forward to speaking to you once again Pa (:

One Of A Kind.

2011-03-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

On the floor, you're moving in a way I can't ignore

I'm in heat, I caught a glimpse and now I'm at your feet

I can't escape it, there's nowhere to hide

This feeling I got I can't deny

I don't know your name but it's all the same

Coz I can feel your heart and now I'm sure

Don't you know, there's nothing I can do,

I gotta get to know you

I have to see this through I want it all

I gotta let you know, this feeling is so true

Coz I know that you're One of a kind

And I can't get you out of my mind

All alone, thought I was doing better on my own

Then you came, and now my life will never be

the same no~no~

I can't escape it, there's nowhere to hide

This feeling I got I can't deny

I don't know your name but it's all the same

Coz I can feel your heart and now I'm sure

Don't you know, there's nothing I can do,

I gotta get to know you

I have to see this through I want it all

I gotta let you know, this feeling is so true

Coz I know that you're One of a kind

And I can't get you out of my mind

What would you say if I was to walk up to you

Would you feel the same if I told you this feeling is true

I wonder what you would do

Don't you know, there's nothing I can do,

I gotta get to know you

Don't you know, there's nothing I can do,

I gotta get to know you

I have to see this through I want it all

I gotta let you know, this feeling is so true

Coz I know that you're One of a kind

And I can't get you out of my mind

2011-03-20T10:49:00.003+08:00

Dear Ah Pa.

So that's how it is eh.

Text messages, no reply.
MSN messages, no reply.
If i called? I think it would not even be answered.

No replies for the past 7 days.
No replies on MSN even though you are online.

I don't know what I did or what what happened.
If I saw you face to face in school.
I don't know how to react to you. Smile? A wave?

Would you even bother? Would you just walk away and ignore me?
I seriously do not know what to do now.

I have tried to message you countless times via SMS. No reply.
I messaged on via MSN when you were online. No reply.
You were not playing any songs when I pm-ed you.

I waited patiently for a reply for 15 minutes.
When I checked, you were obviously playing songs. Big Bang.
So? You were obviously on the computer but refused to reply to my messages.

What would be your reason?
I did not receive it? I did not check?
I ignored everyone's messages? I was very busy with work?
I was away from my computer and phone?
I had to attend to personal matters?

I have already told you quite a few times what my feelings were
when you do not reply my texts for a long period of times.
Do you even remember what I've said?

I doubt so right?
I should just be a stronger person. I need a new attitude towards things.

I do not know what to do.

Yours sincerely,
Nathanael.

2011-03-12T10:46:00.001+08:00

Eeeee, bitchy sia. No wonder no one likes you

TONIGHT.

2011-02-26T20:11:00.003+08:00

Big Bang is back! Haha!

Anyways, getting excited over small matters.
I think in the year 2011, I've become quite an indecisive person.
Yes, then no, then yes again and another boy.

Went to Partyworld last Saturday with 4 super close friends ♥
Sang to our hearts content. K-pop and Chinese songs for some of us.
And hey, i can sing! :D

We were also stuck at Vivocity way past midnight too.
Finally got home and slept like a pig till morning.

School this week was rather hmm...
Started on my revision for certain subjects. Started doing my E Maths TYS as well.

And another matter, did it even concern you? I really wonder.
Was i doing anything at all to you? Mind telling me?
I was disturbing her and not you.
So i really wonder, what right do you have to ask me to keep quiet?
Please do some personal reflection on your part.
Because i cannot find anything that i did that offended you.

You asked me in class what characteristics that i dont like about you.
Well, i can name one.
You can ask people to keep their mouth shut in your angry tone.
But when people use the exact same tone on you, you show people your face.
There, one of the characteristics and a major one that i dislike or even hate about you.

Anyways, gonna be heading down to church tomorrow with Ah Pa.
Ha!

2011-02-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

Dear _____ ___,

I must really thank you for deleting me off from your facebook friends list.
At least now, I am able to say that we really have nothing in common.

It was hilarious seeing you dance, and using horrendous english in updating your blog and facebook status updates. Not only is your facebook account pathetic, you have countless amounts of fake korean idols. Annyeong whoever. Major fail. (:

I wish you the best with your 'dancing' and major day-dreaming of your prince charming, his loyal guard and your 'success' in the entertainment industry.

Born This Way.

2011-02-15T20:54:00.002+08:00

INTRO:

It doesn’t matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M

Just put your paws up

’cause you were Born This Way, Baby

VERSE:

My mama told me when I was young

We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on

In the glass of her boudoir

“There’s nothing wrong with lovin’ who you are”

She said, “‘Cause he made you perfect, babe”

“So hold your head up girl and you’ll go far,

Listen to me when I say”

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

POST-CHORUS:

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born this way

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born-

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way

Don’t be a drag – just be a queen

Don’t be!

VERSE:

Give yourself prudence

And love your friends

Subway kid, rejoice your truth

In the religion of the insecure

I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin

Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)

I love my life I love this record and

Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

POST-CHORUS:

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born this way

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born-

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way

BRIDGE:

Don’t be a drag, just be a queen

Whether you’re broke or evergreen

You’re black, white, beige, chola descent

You’re lebanese, you’re orient

Whether life’s disabilities

Left you outcast, bullied, or teased

Rejoice and love yourself today

‘Cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,

Lesbian, transgendered life

I’m on the right track baby

I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige

Chola or orient made

I’m on the right track baby

I was born to be brave

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

OUTRO/REFRAIN:

I was born this way hey!

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way hey!

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way hey!

Born This Way.

2011-02-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

INTRO:

It doesn’t matter if you love him, or capital H-I-M

Just put your paws up

’cause you were Born This Way, Baby

VERSE:

My mama told me when I was young

We are all born superstars

She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on

In the glass of her boudoir

“There’s nothing wrong with lovin’ who you are”

She said, “‘Cause he made you perfect, babe”

“So hold your head up girl and you’ll go far,

Listen to me when I say”

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

POST-CHORUS:

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born this way

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born-

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way

Don’t be a drag – just be a queen

Don’t be!

VERSE:

Give yourself prudence

And love your friends

Subway kid, rejoice your truth

In the religion of the insecure

I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin

Believe capital H-I-M (hey hey hey)

I love my life I love this record and

Mi amore vole fe yah (love needs faith)

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

POST-CHORUS:

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born this way

Ooo there ain’t no other way

Baby I was born-

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way

BRIDGE:

Don’t be a drag, just be a queen

Whether you’re broke or evergreen

You’re black, white, beige, chola descent

You’re lebanese, you’re orient

Whether life’s disabilities

Left you outcast, bullied, or teased

Rejoice and love yourself today

‘Cause baby you were born this way

No matter gay, straight, or bi,

Lesbian, transgendered life

I’m on the right track baby

I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige

Chola or orient made

I’m on the right track baby

I was born to be brave

CHORUS:

I’m beautiful in my way

‘Cause God makes no mistakes

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

Don’t hide yourself in regret

Just love yourself and you’re set

I’m on the right track baby

I was Born This Way

OUTRO/REFRAIN:

I was born this way hey!

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way hey!

I’m on the right track baby

I was born this way hey!

2011-02-08T11:09:00.000+08:00

It's a sign i tell you.

It's alive like a creepy bug that dies and then revives itself.

2011-01-28T16:30:00.002+08:00

So i basically nearly said everything that i wanted to tell you last night

via an offline message on MSN.

2011-01-21T18:03:00.000+08:00

Sad? Slightly.

Disappointed? Truly.

VVIP.

2011-01-20T19:47:00.002+08:00

Seungri ah (:

VVIP album coming into my hands soon!!

BLACK&WHITE.

2011-01-19T19:50:00.001+08:00

G.NA ♥

YG.

2011-01-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

VVIP.

2011-01-16T13:34:00.007+08:00

IT'S ALIVE!

It has been a crazy week :\
Homework just keeps coming like an endless queue at Carrefour. (Just Kidding)
But in top of that, i have quite a number of things to be excited about!

- 어쩌라고 (What Do You Want Me To Do)♥

Seungri's mini-album 'VVIP' will be released on 20th January (Thursday)!
Yours truly has already placed a pre-order for the album! :D
I'm too excited for the song and album release after watching the teaser video in class.

Hopefully, I'll be receiving my GD&TOP album soon *fingers crossed*

Oh yeah, I forgot to say this. Thanks @destroylove for the 2NE1 "To Anyone" album!♥
Hahahahha!

Once I get my VVIP album. I'll have a mini YG Family collection! :

Solar + To Anyone + GD&TOP + VVIP. ♥

YG Family ftw!

2010 GCE 'O' Levels

2011-01-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

It's the 10th of January, that means that everyone that took their Os last year
would receive their results today.

Pretty shocking with the results from peers and the statistics.
Some teachers also love to rub it in on Facebook. Tsk.

Congratulations to those who have done well in their Os.

I myself did rather miserably. A D7 for E Maths, and a C6 for Chinese.
I think the C6 came from the June paper. Gotta work harder for my mathematics.

Gonna be more proactive and find teachers to aid me in my revision or to help me clear my doubts over certain topics and certain subjects. I hope that I do well for my Os this year. Gotta put in alot more effort and persevere like never before this 2011.

Goal : Do well in 2011's GCE 'O' Levels.

2010 GCE 'O' Levels

2011-01-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

5N1.

2011-01-05T21:06:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna faint from the boring lessons and homework.
I keep taking afternoon naps which i do not usually do.
Hoho.

2011-01-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

I seriously don't know ah

2011.

2010-12-31T21:44:00.008+08:00

In a few hours, it'll be a brand new year a.k.a 2011.

Loads of interesting things happened this year. My life is rather dull lah. FAIL.

Instead of writing great grandmother/great grandfather stories, I'll list some major events and even some minor things (:

Here goes (In no particular order) :

#1. K-Pop invasion.
#2. AH PA!!

#3. Bought my first K-Pop album (Taeyang)
#4. 1st October, oh yeah baby, the whole canteen sang a birthday song. Beat that!
#5. Worked at Carrefour, my first ever job!
#6. Passed my 'O' Level Chinese, a miracle!
#7. Kor!!
#8. Raised my voice at a teacher a.k.a Mr Lok. Ha!
#9. Apavee left Singapore
#10. Learnt how to ride a bicycle
#11. Attended Night Classes religiously
#12. Pissed Raj off majorl (Y)
#13. I know how to operate the NETS and Credit Card machine
#14. Lost 30 marks in my Chinese Os re-test _l_

#15. 4EN ♥

#16. Skipped school for CN Blue!
#17. Stole posters all over the shopping mall (Y)
#18. Accidentally saw BEAST/B2ST at IMM with Ah Pa!

#19. Island Creamery with Apavee dear, and again with Ah Pa
#20. Class party during Sports Fest in classroom
#21. Started calling Mrs Stephanie Lee 'Babe' (:
#22. Started calling Mr Jason Tan P.T and then Ah Pa (:
#23. 2010 Secondary One Orientation Camp!! (Y)
#24. Saw Brown Eyed Girls in Singapore
#25. Saw SHINee at the E! Awards
#26. Got to know Evelyn and Briano among other people.

#27. Project Hollywood!

I'm too lazy to think/scroll through my blog anymore.
How was your 2010? Think about it (:

--------------------------------------------------------

It has been an awesome journey along with everyone in EN.
From the start where we were mostly awkward with each other back in 2009 where we got to know each other and soon enough, turned into quite a noisy class consisting of only 15 people!

We have all been through ups and down throughout our journey from 3EN to 4EN. All the drama that occurred such as the relocation of classrooms, the departure of two dear family members and making certain teachers go crazy. Hahaha!

I can still clearly remember how i got to know every single one of you by a miracle. Hahaha!

As our journey as one class ends soon, we'll still see each other next year and let's continue catching up with each other (:

Once in EN, always and forever in EN (:

- Apavee
- Poh Yi
- Arantxa
- Fatimah
- Alice
- Janice
- Hana
- Artiqah
- Lydia
- Aaron
- Chek Yuan
- Joven
- Guo En
- Jing En
- Nat.

Photos from all over 2010! :

It's ending soon.

2010-12-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

It's already 30th December. That means 1 more day till 2010 is over.
I've been through ups and downs, experience a vortex of emotions, got close and know more people.
I've also encountered stuff which i thought might never happen or never even thought would happen!

I'm looking forward to 2011 while holding on to the awesome memories of 2010.

Carrefour!

2010-12-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

Kinda overdued but hey, It's for me to read man.

Christmas Eve was my last day working as a cashier at Carrefour @ Plaza Singapura.
I still remembered how i got the job with Artiqah! (:

We headed down to Suntec City to fill up our application form, to which, Alvis came and interviewed us. He was an awesome person and offered to hire us immediately. We were to start work the following day which was 29th October.

The first day of work was exciting yet nerve-wrecking for me. Met my very first supervisor, Carole as soon as I arrived and she proceeded to tell me about all the basic stuff to know. Fancy was my very first trainer and without her, I wouldn't be able to do my job well as she taught me the basics of practically everything.

Time flew past as i got to know more people/friends such as Amalia, Eiyra, Rani, Kevin, Dinah, Swee Heng, Huda, Hykal, Sharizan, Delphine, Jia Xin and many more. Supervisors all seem fierce but were all very friendly and able to joke around with everyone! :D

I will never ever forget Venka, Carole, Devi, Xiao Ni, Radha, Karen and Lina and many more!

My temporary stay at Carrefour for the two months were fruitful and rewarding as I got to see the working world, experience what it is like with Singaporeans, some super typical, some very kind and funny!

Thank you everyone that made my stay there warm and comfortable!

Trouble, Trouble, Trouble

2010-12-23T20:12:00.005+08:00

This holiday seemed to pass be fast, too fast for my liking.
But working did in fact take up over 90% of my holidays.
I did enjoy myself at work along with all my new friends and colleagues (:

Tomorrow, which would be Christmas eve would be my last day working at Carrefour.
Gonna feel a little heartbroken leaving all the funny and awesome people.

But hey, on the plus side, i won't be seeing all the typical Singaporeans.
I literally just cursed myself with that single comment, but hey, you gotta admit that some people are literally quite fucked up.

Just yesterday, a customer said that I had poor service and should up my service standard. Please, who, in the right state of mind, in his mid 30s - 40s would :

#1 : NOT WEIGH VEGETABLES BEFORE PURCHASING THE ITEMS?
#2 : NOT BE SMART AND SENSIBLE ENOUGH TO TIE THE PLASTIC BAG CONTAINING THE ITEMS?
#3 : ASK TO WEIGH THE SAME ITEMS TWICE JUST TO 'BE SURE'

So let me ask you this, your ego can't take a little comment from a kid telling you to tie your plastic bag so that nothing drops out? Hahaha, just so you know, i totally rolled my eyes at you ;D

Anyways, I hope to see some of my supervisors and colleagues working tomorrow.
Until then, wait until the next blog post, which will be -inserts number of days-

2010-12-18T15:23:00.004+08:00

Firstly, Happy Belated Birthday to Pa! (:
So this will be the fourth time that i wished you a happy birthday already.
Feeling guilty that i did not celebrate it with you.
At least you spent your day with other people.

Went to Sentosa again on Thursday, hello, Singapore is small!
Once again got thrown into the water. I ought to gain more weight.
Caught my first NC16 movie, 'Let Me In'. I saw a breast and heard vulgarities.
I saw loads of blood too.

Last 4 days of work. Christmas Eve would be my last day at work.
I like my fellow cashiers and supervisors. I will miss them alot!

Congratulations to my peers that have done well in their 'N' Levels
after getting back their results yesterday.

One out of five. I wonder how i can even enjoy that lesson next year.
We're not as close as last time.

Too many thoughts in my mind now. I am gonna go wash my clothes now!!

BABY,BABY,BABY

2010-12-07T20:16:00.003+08:00

Another week and i am tendering my resignation.
Working for another 7 days and i'll get my second pay.
It has been fruitful and fun working with all my other colleagues (:
Surprisingly, Vivien came and said hi. Haha!

9th will be Janice's birthday, 15th will be Ah Pa's birthday.
Gonna be heading out for our last outing of the holidays to our usual spot.
I am gonna stay out of the water and sun-tan! Ha!

I am such a loser who jumps about from one topic to another.
But hey, i type whatever that comes to my mind..
Seungri ah, Seungri. Hurhur.

Tomorrow will be another day at work from 2-10pm.
Until then, toodles!
Wahahahaha!

2010-11-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

Let's go. Extending working hours this few days.
Kinda tiring yet the company is making it enjoyable.
I've met alot of new people while working and it makes me happy :D

Supervisors are all funny and helpful.
I really like the company but hate rude customers.
I must have pissed about 15+ customers. Heck care them lah.. Hurhur.

One more week and i will get it! :D
Anticipating the change. Final outing before school starts next year is coming soon.
Excuse me now, while i go complete a task on Facebook.

It must have exploded.

2010-11-23T12:39:00.002+08:00

It must have exploded. Its touching and vibrating throughout.
It's explosive too. Must have been the aftermath of a disaster.

A watermelon, beansprout, and a pumpkin not to mention a bamboo pole
aint gonna give you all the confidence.

Nothing Better Than You.

2010-11-15T12:03:00.002+08:00

7pm - 7am sounds fun and interesting right?
Helping out with stock-taking for both floors.
My legs are going to rot soon while working.

Movie on Saturday? I definitely hope so. (:
Planning for the Sentosa outing during December.
Time to abuse the unlimited sms

Gonna head out with SmallBooy and destroylove at around 1pm.
Let's pray really hard! :D

It's alive i tell you.

2010-11-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

Finally blogging again after ~~eons~~ a long absence.
Not as if anyone reads my blog eh.

'O' Level examinations for me & EN are over, done with the crazy rush of E Maths days before the examination (Read: Going for night classes and staying cooped up in the COSMIX from 10 - 4)

Maths was generally horrendous, but i've gotta keep an optimistic mindset right?
Damn it, i just want to get a pass!

What else is there, hmm.. I found a job too! Working with Artiqah, Janice and PohYi.
Quite awesome there, made new friends with the other peeps and the supervisors.

Customers can really get on your nerves at times, i keep mouthing things about them! HAHAHA!

Had to go back to school today a.k.a 10th November for the dreaded Mother Tongue retest which i have no idea why i even bothered. I even lost a solid 30marks on paper 2 just when i had a good feeling about doing ~~well~~ better than my first try.

And if you are laughing at me because i lost 30marks, i hope that you go and fuck a banana tree and get a solid ZERO for your subjects! Ha!

Hmm, i have a really really short memory span, so, i'll post up till here.
I dont even know when will be the next time that i will even update this page.

Bye!

2010-09-30T19:18:00.001+08:00

D-1.

2010-09-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

D-2.

2010-09-28T21:39:00.001+08:00

I ♥ Ah Pa!
I ♥ Kor!

2010-09-27T21:43:00.001+08:00

D-3.

2010-09-26T14:36:00.001+08:00

D-4.

2010-09-25T12:03:00.000+08:00

D-5.

2010-09-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

D-6.

2010-09-22T20:32:00.001+08:00

D-8.

2010-09-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

D-9.

2010-09-20T18:18:00.001+08:00

D-10.

STUDY

2010-09-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

Maths can really be quite tiring for the brain.
I must improve.

ROAR at E Maths.
Nat ROARS!

D-11

Gaga's Transformation.

2010-09-17T21:38:00.003+08:00

Oh how the world loves the lady herself, Lady Gaga!
She has changed so much since her first few performance of "Just Dance"

This was the old Lady Gaga with the long platinum blonde hair that we all used to love.

She slowly got more and more famous and started coming up in weird yet amazing outfits during her performances, some simple yet sophisticated, some outrageous yet screams GAGA.

'Poker Face' was her next massive hit and oh how i miss her 'spikes' outfit.

"Paparazzi", the bloody VMA performance was one memorable and notable performance of her career. Oh the blood and drama.

2009, November, "Bad Romance". Who would dare say that they have not watched this MV at least once?

Rah-Rah-Ah-Ah-Ah.

"Telephone" and then "Alejandro"

And her American Idol performance of "Alejandro" ooooo

Not to mention, her recent 8 MTV VMA awards win. Oh yeah Gaga!

I conclude : I can't wait until next year to listen to "Born This Way".
#GoGaga!

D-13

Bold your favourite.

2010-09-14T19:22:00.003+08:00

Got this off from FaceBook.
As the title says it, bold who you like. I'll even increase the text size.

1. Siwon [Super Junior]
2. Donghae [Super Junior]
3. Kyuhyun [Super Junior]
4. Kibum [Super Junior]
5. Kangin [Super Junior]
6. Leeteuk [Super Junior]
7. Eunhyuk [Super Junior]
8. Ryeowook [Super Junior]
9. Sungmin [Super Junior]
10. Han Geng [Super Junior]
11. Heechuk [Super Junior]
12. Shindong [Super Junior]
13. Yesung [Super Junior]
14. Zhou Mi [Super Junior]
15. Henry Lau [Super Junior]

16. G-Dragon [Big Bang]
17. TOP [Big Bang]
18. Daesung [Big Bang]
19. Taeyang [Big Bang]
20. Seungri [Big Bang]

21. Jaebeom [2PM]
22. Nichkhun [2PM]
23. Taecyeon [2PM]
24. Wooyoung [2PM]
25. Junsu [2PM]
26. Junho [2PM]
27.Chansung [2PM]

28. Max Changmin [TVXQ]
29. Xiah Junsu [TVXQ]
30. Micky Yoochun [TVXQ]
31. U-Know Yunho [TVXQ]
32. Hero Jaejoong [TVXQ]

33. Joon [MBLAQ]
34. Seungho [MBLAQ]
35. G.O [MBLAQ]
36. Mir [MBLAQ]
37. ChanDoong/Thunder [MBLAQ]

38. Dongwoon [BEAST]
39. Yoseob [BEAST]
40. JunHyung [BEAST]
41. HyunSeung [BEAST]
42. DooJoon [BEAST]
43. GiKwang/AJ [BEAST]

44. Hongki [FT Island]
45. Jonghun [FT Island]
46. Minhwan [FT Island]
47. Jaejin [FT Island]
48. Seunghyun [FT Island]

49. Lee Seung Gi
50. Lee Minho
51. Kim Bum

52. Taemin [SHINee]
53. Jonhyun [SHINee]
54. Minho [SHINee]
55. Onew [SHINee]
56. Key [SHINee]

57. HyunJoong [SS501]
58. YoungSaeng [SS501]
59. JungMin [SS501]
60. KyuJong [SS501]
61. HyunJoon [SS501]

62. Song Joong Ki
63. Jang Geun Suk

64. LeeU [F.Cuz]
65. Jinon [F.Cuz]
66. Yejun [F.Cuz]
67. Kan [F.Cuz]

68. Wonbin [ex FT Island]

70. ChangHyun [SHU-I]
71. MinHo [SHU-I]
72. Inseok [SHU-I]
73. HyunJoong [SHU-I]
74. Jinseok [SHU-I]

75. Ha MinWoo [ZE:A]
76. Hwang KwangHee [ZE:A]
77. Jung HeeChul [ZE:A]
78. Moon JunYoung [ZE:A]
79. Park HyunShik [ZE:A]
80. Im SiWan [ZE:A]
81. Kim Taehun [ZE:A]
82. Kim Dongjun [ZE:A]
83. Kevin Kim [ZE:A]

84. Shin SooHyun [U-KISS]
85. Alexander [U-KISS]
86. Kim Kibum [U-KISS]
87. Eli [U-KISS]
88. Lee Kiseob [U-KISS]
89. Kevin Woo [U-KISS]
90. Shin DongHo [U-KISS]

91. Bi Rain

92. ChangMin [2AM]
93. JinWoon [2AM]
94. Seulong [2AM]
95. Jokwon [2AM]

96. CL [2NE1]
97. Minzy [2NE1]
98. Bom [2NE1]
99. Dara [2NE1]

100. Taeyeon [SNSD]
101. Sooyoung [SNSD]
102. Seohyun [SNSD]
103. Tiffany [SNSD]
104. Hyoyeon [SNSD]
105. Jessica [SNSD]
106. Sunny [SNSD]
107. Yuri [SNSD]
108. YoonA [SNSD]

109. Yonghwa [CN Blue]
110. Jungshin [CN Blue]
111. Jonghyun [CN Blue]
112. Minhyuk [CN Blue]

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee [After School]
115. UEE [After School]
116. Bekah [After School]
117. Kim Jung-ah [After School]
118. Lee Jooyeon [After School]
119. Yoo Soyoung [After School]
120. Raina [After School]
121. Nana [After School]
122. Lizzy [After School]

123. Park Gyuri [KARA]
124. Han Suengyeon [KARA]
125. Nicole [KARA]
126. Goo Hara [KARA]
127. Kang Jiyoung [KARA]

128. So Hee [Wonder Girls]
129. Sun Ye [Wonder Girls]
130. Sun Mi [Wonder Girls]
131. Ye Eun [Wonder Girls]
132. YooBin [Wonder Girls]

133. Eunjung [T-ara]
134. Hyomin [T-ara]
135. Ji-yeon [T-ara]
136. Soyeon [T-ara]
137. Boram [T-ara]
138. Q-ri [T-ara]

139. Victoria [f(x)]
140. Amber [f(x)]
141. Luna [f(x)]
142. Sulli [f(x)]
143. Krystal [f(x)]

144. Mika [D-NA]
145. Hyumin [D-NA]
146. Karam [D-NA]
147. Injoon [D-NA]
148. Jay [D-NA]

149. JiHyun [4Minute]
150. HyunA [4Minute]
151. Gayoon [4Minute]
152. Jiyoon [4Minute]
153. Sohyun [4Minute]

154. Woohyun [Infinite]
155. Myungsoo/L [Infinite]
156. Dongwoo [Infinite]
157. Sungyeol [Infinite]
158. Hoya [Infinite]
159. Sungjong [Infinite]
160. Sunggyu [Infinite]

161. Lee Hyori

162. JeA [Brown Eyed Girls]
163. Narsha [Brown Eyed Girls]
164. Miryo [Brown Eyed Girls]
165. Ga-in [Brown Eyed Girls]

166. Park Jungah [Jewelry]
167. Seo In Young [Jewelry]
168. Kim Eun Jung [Jewelry]
169. Ha Joo Yeon [Jewelry]

FML

2010-09-14T16:03:00.003+08:00

Like despite the shitty 'O' level prelim results, there's more shit in this school.

Re-test for prelim 2 emaths paper 1 on Friday and paper 2 on Saturday.
Mock exam on the 30th of September and 1st October.
(Like go fuck a tree lah, the day before and the day of my birthday still need to study maths)

And seriously, teachers that teach subjects which do not cover the GCE 'O' Level Examinations in 2010 should STOP teaching! Irritated with all the pile of homework.

p/s I'm gonna go mutilate my arms 31 times horizontally and vertically.

And to You:

I'll never forget what happened on that day.
You wanna ignore me? Fine. I'll treat you the same way.
Fairly simple logic.

Get your ribbons off them!

2010-09-13T20:54:00.004+08:00

Get your ribbons off :

1. Onew
2. MinHyuk
3. Ki Kwang
4. Taeyang
5. Seungri
6. SooYoung
7. Yuri
8. Sunny
9. G.NA
10. Hara
11. CL
12. GaHee
13. Bekah
14. Raina
15. HyoMin
16. HyunA
17. JiYoon
18. HyoRin

Thanks.
p/s Don't murder the dance

2010-09-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

If one decides not to listen, what can someone else do?
If one decides to not respond positively, what can you expect from someone?

Never expect someone to have the patience to entertain another fully.
Never expect one to keep trying.

Don't get what the other party is trying to say or trying to express,
than that person will not bother trying.
One does not live to serve another person's purpose neither keep trying to express their feeling.

C.N Blue Fan Meeting [20th August]

2010-09-06T16:04:00.003+08:00

This is a super overdued post, but i was ~~busy~~ lazy ;D
Since it's the September holidays, i'll finally do a proper post :D
First up, CN Blue's fan-meeting!

Met up with Arantxa, Janice & Poh Yi at City Square Mall at around 11am
Stole their food and eventually headed up to the second floor to get the best FREE standing spots.

The mall was practically empty.

It happened to be near the information counter so, yeah, we sat there for a really, really, really long time.

We were being entertained by ourselves.
Blah blah blah~

Jasline and Aaron J. came after school to join in the commotion as well.
Had fun playing and sitting and joking around from roughly 2pm - 5pm.
The crowd got larger as well.

At 5pm, An ugly looking troll/security guard came and made everything sitting along the walkway stand up -.-
Like what's your fucking problem making us stand after 6 hours of us sitting at the same location?

I hope that you lose your job as a security guard because you are one heck of an idiotic person!

We slowly became defiant against that ass while waiting for 8pm.
The waiting part is boring. Other than the fact that i went around stealing posters ;D

Like say hello CN BLUE!

I must say, they are one heck of a punctual group, arriving a solid 10mins before the event started!

Cheers erupted and screams were heard.
Ok, i had enough of talking, the remaining pictures shall tell the story.

Note : TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS

2010-08-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH

輝くヘッドライト眠らない街へ　ARE YOU READY?
ここからが勝負　アセらずに　限界まで全開で行こう!

流れるRADIO　縮める距離を　OH OH OH
行き先はまだ　言えないよ
HONEY CLOSE YOUR EYES

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE!　探し求めてた　LADY
誰にも止められないMAKING LOVE　気が済むまでGO!

君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER　HANGOVER

IT’S ME　G.D (I KNOW YOU LOVE ME)

MA-MA-MA-MA-MA MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL
1,2,3 TO THE 4-SHO ONE LIKE YOU
THERE AIN’T NOBODY CAN DO THEM THINGS YOU DO
SO TRUE
I’M SO EXCITED DELIGHTED
I WON’T DENY IT NOR FIGHT IT
BABY YOU GOT WHAT I NEED
GOT ME JUMPIN’ JUMPIN’ OFF MY FEET

BABY THERE’S NO PLAYIN’ DELAYIN’
ALWAYS GOT ME FEELIN’ THAT HEALIN’
EVERYDAY I’M SMILIN’ AND WILDIN’
WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU
THINK ABOUT YOU
GOT ME FLYIN’ SO HIGH ‘N
AND I WON’T STOP BRINGIN’ AND BRINGIN’ THAT (BANG!)

B.I.G (BANG!) T.O.P (BANG!)
BABY THAT’S HOW IT BE

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE!　探し求めてた　LADY
誰にも止められないMAKING LOVE 炎のよに熱い

君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER　HANGOVER

YOU GOT MY HEART　ラブゲーム
MAKE ME CRAZY BABY
KISS MY LIPS　狂わせ　360°
もうなるように　なるしかない

WE’RE GONNA GET DOWN DOWN DOWN!
GIMME LOVE LOVE LOVE!　探し求めてた　LADY
誰にも止められないMAKING LOVE　気が済むまでGO!

君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER
HANGOVER YEAH
君はMY BEAUTIFUL HANGOVER　HANGOVER

YEAH BABE LET’S GO!

WE’LL LET YOU WAKE UP IN LOVE
ANYTIME I CAN’T GET ENOUGH
BUT THAT KINDNESS SWEETNESS
I DON’T WANT IT EVER TO END

SO AMAZING MORE THAN ABOVE
BABY WHEN YOU TAKE IT SHOW LOVE
YOU DEFINE US AND (NUDGE) US

WANNA GIVE YOU ALL MY BABY

oh oh oh~
oh oh oh oh~

BEAUTFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL

oh oh oh~
oh oh oh oh~

BEAUTIFUL MY BABY

2010-08-22T12:27:00.004+08:00

My 800th blog post! And it's dedicated to CN BLUE!

I've already uploaded the fan meeting pictures on Facebook.

Click here.

I'll post some pictures up here soon.
Enjoy! :D

./EDIT

Some pictures from the fan-meet :D

2010-08-21T12:24:00.002+08:00

C.N BLUE pics will be up soon,
Wait until i get my hands on the photos after getting them from the camera.

Thanks P.T for the loaning of the camera! :D
City Square Mall is gonna blacklist me soon.

2 posters from the lift.
1 gigantic advertisement board of CN Blue.

(F you b*tches for taking the first board right under our noses.)

2010-08-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

1. Changi Airport
2. City Square Mall [CN BLUE]

Thanks P.T for the camera!! :D

2010-08-17T16:29:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow
18th August 2010
Is
The
Day
That
The
2010 GCE 'O' Level Mother Tongue
Results
Get
Released.

2010-08-15T13:22:00.005+08:00

[August 8th][Wild Wild Wet]

It has been a week since the outing. Let's see if i can remember the details.

Met up with Arantxa, Darren, Janice and PohYi at Woodlands bus interchange.
Took the bus all the way to Pasir Ris. The ride was erm, awfully boring.
Finally arrived and Darren made us walk one big round at the bus interchange.
Thank goodness we did not miss the bus.

The bus ride was awfully long, which meant boring.
Finally arrived and headed to get the tickets.

Tip #1 : Never bring a big bag if you intend to share a locker.

Darren's bag was huge. His bag took up more than half of the locker.
Changed and waited the girls whom took a super long time.
Went to play from 2 - 6pm.

1. Pulled 4 people along the Shiok River.
2. Piggybacked Darren.
3. Play the Ular-Lah twice.
4. Neck almost got broken by the stupid huge bucket of water.
5. Floating around at Tsunami.
6. Super painful ground to walk on.
7. Indian guy took damn long to shower.
8. Burger King with peeps.
9. Bugis -> KOI , Iluma, Pictures.

It was an awesome day! Let's do this during the December school holidays! :D

2010-08-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Just a year ago,
Me and Aaron J. were at Fort Canning Park.
Joining 10,000 other people in watching Lady Gaga's concert.

I ♥ 12/8

2010-08-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

Project Anti-Initiative.

I had enough of trying to start a conversation.
Its now my turn to see how you start a conversation.
I bet you won't even star ta conversation, if that's the case, let there be silence.

You have always not understood.
Like what can i expect, i expect too much from you apparently.
I purposely left a gap in between our tables. I hope to see the gap remain there.

I'm done with being the one that always starts a conversation.
You excuse? "I thought you were angry/tired/blah blah blah"
Tsk. The same reasons/excuses.

I want to see what happens tomorrow.
And you took my pen! I'm the only one that uses that pen in the class.
You made me search for 10 minutes for my pen when i needed it!

2010-08-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

Ugh, i'm getting lazier and lazier by the second.
Totally can't be bothered about the prelims already.
Even though there's only two papers left for the 'N' level prelims.

I'm tired of memorising so many things which only 20% come out in the paper.
What's the point of memorising so hard.
I guess for f&n, i'll just randomly come up with some random rubbish.

And imagine if i commit suicide. HAHA!
What a joke.
(Ok, fuck you for those who want me dead. I'll live longer than you!)

2010-07-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

2010-07-29T22:19:00.004+08:00

#1 Wonder Girls
#2 After School/Orange Caramel
#3 F.Cuz
#4 CN Blue
#5 Beast
#6 4Minute

5 korean groups are coming to Singapore in the month of August!
Not fair! I wanna go see them!! Except F.Cuz due to me not never having listened to their songs.

I want my MinHyuk!
I want my YuBin!
I want my YongHwa!
I want my YoSeob!
I want my DooJoon!
I want my KiKwang!
I want my Bekah!
I want my JiYoon!
I want my HyunA!

2010-07-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

while everyone is busy revising or done with their revision,
here i am not doing anything.

I've got no motivation to study even though my partner in class
has been telling me to study

Oh well, I pray hard that i will be able to do well.

2010-07-22T20:41:00.011+08:00

How did i meet my secondary school friends?
Let's start off with a few alright? I'll post about 5 per day? It's gonna be fun.
Try it to test if you can still remember how you met your secondary school friends :D

I'll start with 10 names i randomly thought of.
The other 5 per day will be randomly generated by Facebook from the friends section.

./updated : 27th July

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1. Arantxa - I made fun of her name right in front of her even though i knew how to pronounce it properly. Oh well, thank goodness she didn't get mad.

2. Aaron Chen - I met him during the first/second day of the orientation camp. We were standing beside each other during a game. We started talking form then on.

3. Aaron Josef - Met him on the third day of the camp a.k.a CCA promotion day. Walked around looking at the various CCAs. One thing led to another.

4. Nisha - Sat beside her back in 1N2'07 and from then on, we had lots of laughter and play fighting. Nisha's Bishan Prata Shop. I still remember a teacher asking us if we knew each other due to our primary school being in the Ang Mo Kio area.

5. Darren Sim - I sat behind him and I had to borrow his stapler during geography lesson back in 1N2'07. Still continued to sit behind him during morning assembly for two years due to our register number.

6. Janice - Sat behind her back in 1N2'07 and loved to pull her ponytail. Wahaha. Epic fun back in secondary 1.

7. WeiChing - Actually didn't like her at first. But thanks to Venia, I started talking to her and slowly we became good friends. Laughed alot with her during these 4 years!

8. Jamie - Met her during the secondary one orientation camp. She kept calling me Nightingale because my name was difficult to pronounce. We did not talk to each other until late last year when I was transferred to 4E3 for chinese lesson. BIMBO! (:

9. Valentino - I believe i started communicating with him last year. Haha. We were also in the same chinese class late last year and we have been good friends. I will never forget him being my partner during the journalism course last year at Ngee Ann Poly.

10. Apavee - I seriously still have no clue how i knew you. But the friendship between us grew over the 4 years and I am happy and grateful that we have been classmates for 4years!

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From now on, it's randomly generated from Facebook.

11. JiaMin - I still don't remember how i met you. I thin we met back in secondary two?

12. Suhaidah - Haha! I remember making the mini horror story during our secondary one days! I met you back in photography club! We became good friends after scolding that useless teacher and ranting about things!

13. Alan - I met you back during the orientation camp if i am not wrong. We were in the same group and it was rather fun with you and Sarihann*

14. Peggy - I met you back in secondary two if i am not wrong. I don't really recall meeting you but i do remember you taking a video of me in 3EN and seeing me wearing the school's long pant and skirt. Haha!

15. Cassandra - I most probably met her back in 2009. Not really sure how i met her but it should have been through Aaron Josef.

16. Dinah - I met her back in late 2009, during November through the Journalism AEM course. I met her through Evelyn and for the next two weeks, we have always been in a big group during the duration of the course.

17. Valentino Joel - Not really sure when i met him but most probably during one of the camps when i was the photographer.

18. Adrienna - I met her during this year's secondary one orientation camp. I still remember being the extra one in their group, Beijing. Haha

19. Briano - I most probably met him through a few people? But i started talking to him after i met Evelyn. Haha.

20. ChekYuan - I met him back in 2007 a.k.a secondary 1. I was from a distant school (don't ask) and had practically no friends. I started moving to the front where there was a group and made friends there. We've been classmates for 4 years already.

21. WeiMing - I most probably met him through Darren Sim. Not really sure how though.

22. Fornia - I still have not struck a conversation with her neither get the chance to know her.

23. JunYi - Most probably met her through Aaron Josef. Haha. I still remember going high with her over "Poker Face" during an event with the school near cineleisure.

24. Vivien - I most probably met her through WeiChing and Venia. I still remember participating in the journalism AEM with her at Ngee Ann Poly last year.

25. ChuanYang - One of my secondary one CCA juniors. I think i entertained him the most among all the others. Hey, they were all unfriendly ok?

2010-07-21T17:21:00.003+08:00

Never pass on to others what you are feeling.
Never expect too much from anyone

You know yourself well.
Never expect people to always be there for you.

2010-07-20T22:15:00.002+08:00

I don't like it when you make a promise to me,
and then, you do not keep your promise.

You said 'awhile'.
It became an entire period.
I don't like it.

I learnt my lesson.
I shall not believe your words nor entertain or disturb you.

2010-07-20T18:48:00.003+08:00

SHINee
Lucifer

2010-07-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

2010-07-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

1. SOLAR (Intro)
2. Superstar
3. I Need A Girl
4. Just A Feeling
5. You're My
6. Move
7. Break Down
8. After You Fall Asleep
9. Where U At

2010-07-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

10 years of quality education. Waste of time. Waste of money.

Received the 10 years of quality education stuff. It was just a waste of money.
The only thing that i liked about it was the staff organisation chart and the hard cover.

Reasons why i like the book:

#1. You can see the teachers photos and criticise those whom you don't like (Y)
#2. The hard cover was a nice touch.

Reason why i ~~hate~~ dislike the book:

#1. Too much emphasis on sports. Especially netball.
No offense to the netball girls but what is up with "The Pride Of CSS"?
Are the other CCAs not up to the school standard?

Anyways, the ceremony on friday was bullshit as well.
Thanks P.T for the iTouch and taking the photo :D

Oh ya, saw and gave a hug to @nichielydie during the morning!
I miss you! :D

The only highlight yesterday/friday was the outing to Singapore Expo & Dinner :D
Went for the Mega Flea Market 2! :D

Met up with Artiqah and Evelyn and trained down to Expo.
Walked around and it was fun i must say. Walked rounds and rounds as well as buying some nom-noms (Y)!!

Went for dinner with @destroylove @artiqahaziz @SmallBooy, the 2 Danials, Raja and Joyce at Pastamania.
Everyone was from band except me. Oh well.
It was fun :D

2 bottles of cheese got finished by us (Y)!
Went home with @artiqahaziz after that :D

oh well, SOLAR tomorrow @P.T! xD

2010-07-14T21:51:00.003+08:00

Spreading rumors, is it that fun or entertaining?

I seriously don't see the point of spreading rumors.
Are you seriously so bored that you thrive in the frustration and misery of others?
If that is the case, then I pity you and your lonely, tragic not to mention miserable life.

What do you want to get from spreading rumors? Fame? Attention?
Is your life that condemned by your friends that you want the above mentioned?
Well, you will only get the attention you want for a short period of time.
But, you will also get the fame you want. As a person who would cause misery to others just to get that few seconds of fame and attention.

Oh please, don't let it be someone that i know.
However, there is news that it could be you. Let's see, if it's you,
You'll just get more hate from a group of people instead of the friends you want.

And if it's someone that i don't know or not close to,
Fuck you for spreading those rumors. Go and find a banana tree that can satisfy the hunger of your ego and hide behind it.
I'll seriously criticise every single flaw that you have.

And with that,
The mystery remains to be solved.

-----------------------------------------------

To : Whoever who fucking messed up the shelves in the classroom.

Oi! Fuck you lah! During the holidays come and mess up the shelves for?
Hands itchy? Your partner can't satisfy your sexual needs that you feel depressed and need to vent your frustration by rearranging all the items in our shelves?

Go and find a banana tree lah, go mess around with the soil!
Fucking hell, if my English file and TYS are not in the class tomorrow.

I will seriously curse you with:

#1 : Infertility!
#2 : The size of your brain reduced to the size of an atom
#3 : Your intelligence to decrease to the level of shit

Dumbass itchy hands a*hole fcuker. Ugh
I totally wasted my brain cells on writing this. F you!

2010-07-14T16:39:00.004+08:00

YES!

TaeYang's album SOLAR is finally in Singapore!
Hell yeah! Both Normal and Deluxe editions are up on sale!

And only a price difference of $30 between the two different editions!
I think i'm gonna get the normal version. Hoho.

2010-07-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

Since E/@destroylove has this on her blog, i shall do this as well.
Ha! I'm motivated by people!

10 facts (random) about me :

1. I'm not violent by nature. But i choose to be violent towards people that i know well.

2. It's best not to entertain me when i'm in a bad mood. I just get more irritated.

3. I get irritated at anyone whom i know closely when i'm angry.

4. I'll curse anyone and give them nicknames based on their appearance when i'm irritated with that individual.

5. I don't like being a slave for any teacher! *hint : R _ _* <-- tsk!

6. I wave and smile randomly at people i know (:

7. I act crazily in front of friends. But not in front of a large group of people.

2010-07-06T20:15:00.003+08:00

Hello to all my readers!
I'm gonna do a three day update alrighty? Get readyy, GO!

4th July

Had a class outing with Apavee at Island Creamery! :D
Met up with Kamalpreet before heading towards Yishun Bus interchange to meet up with the rest.

We waited for the bus as well as took photos using Esyadd's camera :D
The entire journey there was fun!

Had a 2 double-scoop ice-cream :- Teh Tarik, Bandung, Kalua Latte & Cookies n' cream
Thanks Mdm Raudhah for the first treat :D

Had an awesome time there accompanied with laughter and photo-taking.

Our picture is up on the wall at Island Creamery! Go try finding us! XD
Tried kissing Ronald as well :P

Took a cab along with Esyadd, Aaron C & Aaron J. to Newton.
The rest headed for Plaza Singapura while i dragged PohYi, Arantxa and Janice to Central.
For?

STICKY!

Headed back to find the rest at Pizza Hut for dinner.
We then had a major jumping session along with photo-taking.

Played a ridiculous game where the loser has to eat a mixture of :-

Chilli Sauce + Cheese + Tabasco Sauce + Chilli Flakes + Lemon Juice + Pepper

Walked around and headed to Comics Connection. I bought a TaeYang name tag! :D
I'm mad happy!

Proceeded for another major jump shot..this time, outside Plaza Singapura!
It was rather fun. I wasn't really jumping most of the time.

5th July

Met up with Kamalpreet once again before heading to the train station to board the train.
Decided to take the Circle Line towards Paya Lebar and then to Changi.

Had to walk to the other side of the terminal 3 for Popeyes.
It was delicious ya? Haha!

Saw Mr Dinesh as well (:
Proceeded to board the skytrain to terminal 1 where we sent Apavee off.
Technically, they sent her off. Haha!
Took pictures once again and off to meet P.T!

Sorry P.T!!!
Went for dinner with P.T at Secret Recipe at Tampines Mall.
Proceeded to walk around before heading back home.

6th July

PROJECT HOLLYWOOD!

-> Your artificial fire

I feel so privileged as i am lucky that i get to participate in this event that was held for the first time in the school!
Not to mention, being 1 out of the 5 sec 4/5 cohort students participating in this!
The other 4 are : Jolene, Esyadd, JingEn & Solehah*

I had to make a scene in the field, which i failed miserably :x
The entire process was fun and nervous.

I was supposed to act traumatized but i ended up sweating while helping the SJAB peeps carry JingEn.

Blasted 'Telephone' at the cosmix with Jolene while arranging the chairs.
Had a sharing session about the experience as well as a derolling session.

Even those that were not traumatized, were ALL traumatized by a blue underwear being flashed!
HAHAHA!

2010-06-29T18:21:00.003+08:00

Great, i've cried twice already in school.
and both occasions happen to be good and close friends leaving.

First was Lydia, now? Apavee.
I've know both of them for more than 2 years and when someone close to you leaves,
you just breakdown once in a while. Don't you agree?

Anyways. First period was P.E
Epicly shouted and argued back.
English was spent doing a worksheet. Messed around with some pokemon toys.

Yeah, go ahead and laugh. You know you still have a toy(s) that you still play with now which is condemned by society for your age!

1 Huge Geography class

l
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Mrs Aw-Yong's class Ms Suba's class

l
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Mrs Aw-Yong's class Mr -insert name here- class

-> Screw the placement of the names luh. Pfft

I rest my case. The new teacher in Mrs Aw-Yong's class is louder than her :O
Mrs Aw-Yong, please be louder than him. (:
I also found out something amazing!

Spoke to Mdm Raudhah for awhile and got my t-shirts from P.T! Thank You! :D
Went through Sets and Venn Diagrams for E Maths.
Chinese was once again spent trying not to waste time. Ended chatting about how the different teachers of the school are.

Spent time after school writing things to Apavee dear on a school uniform.
Mine took up the largest amount of space! >:D
My design was also strategically placed! Mwahahaha!

Had a pokemon battle with Darren. He cheats! >:(
And went all 'hardcore' with him on the ground. Mwahaha!
Never mess with me!

Went for a briefing and peeped into the design studio.

2010-06-28T18:11:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday MinHyuk!

2010-06-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

Just a mini blog post. Hahaha

Recently, there's been this thing that surfaced regularly on Facebook.
It goes something like

"If you like this status, i'll write something i like about you..."

I have been liking certain status as i am curious about what the other party likes about me.
I have also been wanting to try posting that on my own Facebook.

The thing is, I have no confidence in posting that up.
Yeah i know, go ahead and laugh >:(
I have no idea how many people would like the status.

If i have a low number or close to nothing, it would be embarrassing?
I would dread the thought of that.
I keep wanting to gain the confidence and courage to do that.
But i back away due to the thought of the final result.

I guess i'll not post it despite me wanting to.
Ok, school starts tomorrow and the school is doing a HORRIBLE job!